I'm Tired of.......

1. Working two jobs to make ends meet
2. My children fighting all the time
3. Not waking up next to someone I love
4. Not falling asleep next to someone I love
5. Being married
6. Looking in the mirror every morning and not liking what I see
7. Pretending to be someone that I'm not
8. Being lonely
9. Not having many friends
10. The once a week (sometimes) meeting with a friend that I met online (I want more)
11. Not being able to open up and share with my once a week friend
12. Not being able to pick up the cell phone and call my once a week friend
13. My so called friend who lived a double standard and told me otherwise
14. My mother not thinking I'm good enough
15. My father who never showed me love
16. My real mother for not letting me know who she is
17. Not having someone that makes real love to me
18. Not having someone to talk with...to just be a friend
19. Me
20. Looking for hookups online
21. Lack of sleep
22. Throwing up
23. Hiding
24. Crying
25. Sadness