Well, since I have on one to talk to about what I want to talk about, I'm going to talk about it here. See, I few months ago (November, 2007) I answered a posting on Craigs List. We talked back and forth and decided to meet in a neutral spot to say hi.
We hit it off and ended up meeting again at his place a couple of weeks later. We don't get to meet very often....he has a partner...I have a wife..he travels...his partner travels..they are together a few days each week...etc...etc..etc........
Today we were to meet and that didn't happen. I'm sad. I like him very much. I wish we could see each other more often (see above). I would love to be able to pick up the phone and call him, but can't (see above). I want to know more about him and I want him to know more about me..but can't (see above). I want to hear his voice and hear him laugh..but can't (see above). I want to be held...I want to be touched...I want to be loved...I want to love...but CAN'T (see above)--sigh :O(.
We hit it off and ended up meeting again at his place a couple of weeks later. We don't get to meet very often....he has a partner...I have a wife..he travels...his partner travels..they are together a few days each week...etc...etc..etc........
Today we were to meet and that didn't happen. I'm sad. I like him very much. I wish we could see each other more often (see above). I would love to be able to pick up the phone and call him, but can't (see above). I want to know more about him and I want him to know more about me..but can't (see above). I want to hear his voice and hear him laugh..but can't (see above). I want to be held...I want to be touched...I want to be loved...I want to love...but CAN'T (see above)--sigh :O(.
3 comments:
Will I ran into your blog through a comment you made on "A Journey by Myself". There are lots of us out there. We all have a story to tell. If you would like to reach me you can through my email address. I read through your blog and I can feel the pain.
You are definitely not alone and I'm living proof. I was married for 17 years and have two great kids. I am just finishing off the divorce process and can finally breathe. It is a lot of work but at least, it's work that rewards you with freedom and a chance to just BE. As I told Brent (Ajourney by myself), there are many of us waiting ahead who understand - don't be shy, drop a line.
Ouch, I hear ya.
Been there, Done That, but can't wear the t-shirt in public...
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