It's been a while since I have posted. I'm not a writer and it is hard for me to type what I'm feeling deep inside. So much is there...so much needs to come out...but not sure how to put all into words. Today as I was driving into work, I heard a song and it made me cry. I seem to be crying a lot lately. Spinning my wheels. Going nowhere...finding myself in a deep sadness. I have even somewhat backed away from my online friend this past week. That is a different story, for a different post.
Because I don't express myself the way I like to, I find that songs are a way of being able to express myself. So with that, I'm posting the lyrics to "Lost". Not sure why this song touched me so much. I think the message to me is that one day I won't be lost. The sadness comes because I am lost...I don't see the light at the end of the tunnel......There is no one at the end of the tunnel to even help me find my way out. I am out in this big world of ours...reaching up..searching for a hand to pull me up...but the hand is not there. I want that hand. I want that hand to pull me close and hug me...to touch me..to love me......
I can't believe it's over
I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the writing that was on the wall
If I only knew
The days were slipping past
That the good things never last
that you were cryin'
Summer turned to winter
And the snow, turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognize the "guy" you are today
And God I hope it's not too late
It's not too late
Cuz you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
When you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe you're not lost
When your world's crashing down
And you can't bear the thought
I sad babe you're not lost
Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy
But your not
Though things have seemed to change
There's one thing that's still same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly, fly, fly away
No comments:
Post a Comment